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First stop

Smell your undies

It begins with seeing.

This is where you call bullshit on your conditioning.

Where you finally notice how much of you was built by other people’s rules.

How much family, school, religion, culture have conditioned you…

You start to see how you’ve been living someone else’s version of you. And how it’s cost you your pleasure, your honesty, and your actual life force.

The experience

For the anyone who became useful, easy, good, impressive, or manageable and now feels there barely any space left for them underneath the role.

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That's Not Me

You may not have disappeared all at once.

Maybe it happened through praise. Through being easy. Through becoming the one who understood, helped, smiled, adapted, performed, softened, managed, translated, waited, and made yourself less difficult to love.

That’s Not Me is the first book in the I AWAKE 7-day journey series. It begins where many self-development books politely refuse to look: at the version of you that was rewarded for going missing.

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Testimonials

As I moved through the days, I noticed how much clarity and insight surfaced naturally.
The questions, combined with the space to listen inward, brought up answers that honestly felt equivalent to many hours of therapy 😄❤️

It’s profound without being heavy, and supportive without ever feeling forced.
Natalia
Life altering work!
Camilla is an absolute genius and it’s difficult to comprehend how one person can curate such an immersive healing, somatic and spiritual experience that will bypass your conscious mind.
I am beyond grateful for receiving the keys to finally start the healing of especially my mother wound that I was not really aware of and how it affected all my relationships especially the romantic ones.
Fatu
The music and audio practices add another beautiful layer to the experience. They create a safe, embodied atmosphere that makes it easy to drop in, soften, and really receive the work. The soundscape feels intentional, calming, and emotionally attuned, guiding you rather than distracting you.
I’m on day 6 and truly loving the journey. I Awake is something you don’t just consume.

You feel it working with you, day by day. Deeply nourishing, intelligently crafted, and genuinely transformative.
I Awake is not just a book or an audio experience
it’s an entire system that gently yet powerfully works on you from the inside out.

The way Camilla writes, the words she chooses, and the questions she asks are all held at an incredibly high quality. They truly make you pause, reflect, and go deeper.

Natalia
I awake is a 7 day journey where you for real traveling deep into yourself and your inner truths.

If you tried with therapy, meditation & other things to heal or understand yourself & it didn’t worked this journal is for you.

I awake helps you to take off your mask you’ve worn to protect yourself, helping you to release others burden you’ve had on your shoulder that’s not yours.
Marie
To journey into this liminal sacred space aided by her kind and beckoning voice to this music that my body now longs after. I am getting every book and audio.

Completely life changing for me. I felt that you need a few days to process each chapter at least, rather than doing one chapter a day.
It’s a lot to process and it opens you up softly but powerfully.
Pure magic and bliss! 🙏🏽❤️